a guy walked into the board room and said
"hi sweetheart if you could fix me up a coffee real quick im meeting with the regional reports manager in like five minutes, thanks darling"
and i just stared at him and coldly said
"i am the regional reports manager"
we are now twenty minutes into this board meeting and i dont think i’ve ever seen a man look so embarrassed and afraid in my whole life
I'm Kendall. I appreciate proper grammar, indie rock, sweet boys, and road trips.
I love pepperdine but today my self esteem is low and I am questioning everything.
I kind of hope you don’t read this, but if you do, know that this is brutal unchained honesty. I wish I wouldn’t have told you not to come. I don’t know what we are or what we are supposed to be but I know that we are something and I know we are supposed to be something. I wish right now that something didn’t equal “done” but that’s kinda how it feels. You asked me when I’d start missing you, and I guess I’m a shitty person, because the answer to that is “right now” and now that it’s actually over. I always kinda thought there was hope for us and now idk. Fuck. Nothing makes sense to me anymore and I love this place but I just want to be home right now. I just need familiarity and you were the last thread of that. I’m so sorry. You did not deserve the way I treated you, especially this week. I hope you can forgive me. I hope I can forgive me. I hope I can still call you when I’m feeling lost. But I’ll try not to. I hope you’re happy.
whenever I’m traveling I always get tripped out at the fact that this is someone’s actual hometown like they know every back road and how to get everywhere and they’ve probably had tons of memories in this citybut I’m just someone passing by